I have known since first that this love would not be so easy.
I have warned at first that be with you would not be same like others
n I have told myself from the beginning until now, I want to learn you
I always make expectations by myself which i did not even make it sure to you
sometimes it just hurt myself when I decided to not tell you what I really feel that time
I actually talk to myself~ 'does he love me as I always love him?'
Even I have ever asked you~ 'are you sure about this, because I doubt it'
I often turn on my life dramatically because of my silly thought
When I was thinking that I died already waiting for you all the time, thinking about u who I never wan't to burden with
I would just blame myself for not trully believing you and feeling hesitate to sue you, even u have ever said that you would do anything for me
This may hard to always understand me
You are such a talker and I am a writer
In my sight,
Dear, we are really the same for sure
we just do not want to had a rough time each other
we do not ever want to share pain each other
But we ought to be trust that deep inside, we need each other n will never be bothered with
It really makes me feel guilty when u said,
"Do u think that I don't want to meet you because I don't want to? You were wrong...."
All I can say for now is only, "Sorry for confuse of your feelings toward me"
Dear, I love you, not because I have decided to love you,
I never care about who are you
I love you because it is 'you'.
I dont want you to become more than you, just to be urself
I wish this wave of our life will always strengthen our love rather than separate us...
Being grow up is such a big challenge
Being loved by someone we love is such a lucky
All I have to do now is about to love you more
For thousand more